find my fault

what's wrong with me? i have been sleeping late at night these few nights and going to work like a zombie. dont worry, i am not suffering from insomnia. dont forget that i am a heavy sleeper. nothing is troubling me now, totally no worries at all. that's why i dont know what is wrong with me. am i a hyper night kid?

maybe work is too dry for me everyday that i refuse to convince myself to sleep because the next moment i open my eyes, it will be a brand new day and i have to go back to work again. it's not that i dont enjoy myself at my workplace at all. i just find the duties plain and boring. nothing exciting at all! i need some excitement in life before i decompose, smell and dies. seriously, someobody saves me!!!! bring me more fun and laughter into my life.

"i will survive"